God has been stretching me so far lately... it seems. sometimes i have to stop and remind myself, "this is what you wanted, you asked Him to do this." it's just really hard at times when you forget why. "but is it supposed to be this hard?" the reason is to grow closer to Him... "oh yeah, that's right."
another thing is that i'm realizing of how fickle i am... and i don't like it. i've been hearing so many teachings and little things about keeping your word and what not and then i look back on the past month and see how many times i've failed at that. i stink at it. and it's not alright. just in the simplest things too, like calling someone back, or hanging out with a friend. cleaning up, preparing something. or even singing someone a song. and wearing scarves and a fake mustache... and i don't think i'd go so far as to say i'm feeling convicted about it. which is a good thing, yeah? cause that's no who God calls me to be. I'm not supposed to be a fickle pickle, my word should be something someone can depend on.
Anyways, everything has been going well for me. I can't believe we're already in the month of March... time flies quickly these days. there's so many people visiting the island these days... i think like 7 different people/families just in these 6 weeks. not all at my house, of course. whew. that would be a bit insane.
baha. we didn't carve that, it was already there on a tree in Hana.
